another random post

sorry for not keeping my promise.....i did mention that the next post will be from su teng.... but then again, i feel like blogging now....hehehe..
those who find this post not interesting can stop reading it...cos i just wanna express wat im feeling rite now... or for the past few days...
lately i've been very moody n sad becos of plenty of reasons......which i will not mention it here....its a combination of everything.....teenager damn ma fan wei (pls be informed that im not 21 yet)....always have the urge to 'buka gerai'....'buka gerai' is a phrase that only me and jia da slacker use whenever we feel like crying....but whenever i wanna 'buka gerai', i cant do so becos im either in public places or in uni....damn san fu ....i try not to think of it too much.....but it keeps on bothering my mind.....
now i just wanna be optimistic....look at the positive side....so what if i wallow n cry??? the problems wont solve by itself.....a lot of ppl is more unfortunate than me.....n i should be satisfied of wat i have, wat i got at this point... so from now on, its the postive and happy pui san.....its not easy but i will do my best n not give up easily.... fingers and toes crossed...

-pui san-